WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH CHAD FUCKING FITCH BITCH PART 1

Hey Everyone!!!!

Im really sorry about the long gaps between the posts on here i just usually get caught up with life. However i am glad you all continue to stick around. I have a lot of things to think about and share, and i was told that sometimes opening up even if its to complete strangers is good for the healing process. With that being said i would like to inform y'all that this post will be divided into two parts. The second part will contain the more serious dealings that life has handed me.

As you all know i recently went to NY to visit my family, i wanted to go see them since i had not seen them since 2012, i felt it was time. Yes my MaMa came and saw me in June however i had not seen the rest of the family since 2012. It was FREEZING for me, i have been in Florida for 6 years now and my blood has defiantly thinned out. When you experience the heat & humidity Florida offers in the Summer anything below 70 is chilly. I got to see my Naney (Grandma) and she took me to see my Great Grandma who happens to be her mother. She is 86, and the little time i spent with her made me want to go back and visit because i want to talk to her about her life, the lessons she experienced and her memories. While i was talking with her, the short time i had the pleasure of speaking to her, i learned things about hero never knew! She used to race cars and was in a band, she played the guitar. I was shocked, amazed, impressed. I have known her for 23 years and that piece of knowledge was something i never knew! It kind of sparked something in me. I could learn so much from her, and i could gain knowledge and wisdom to use in my time on this earth to be a better person than i am now. 

My Naney had a little get together at her house where i was able to spend time with herself, my PaPa (Grandfather), my brother, my two aunts & their children, as well as my mother. It was great to spend time with everyone & to talk about what has been going on & to share memories. We laughed our asses off and drank and created new memories. However freezing it was i had an amazing time, and would like to go back soon so i can have longer conversations with my Great Grandmother.

I left NY & returned home to sunny florida where i had to prepare for the "Gay Apocalypse". For those who were confused as to what this was let me explain. Through the amazing technology that has been created, Social Media is probably the most powerful. It brings people, complete strangers, who share the same views, beliefs, hopes and dreams together. Through one of the most well known Social Media websites (Twitter) i made connections with individuals and over time we bonded and created friendships. Some of these individuals include @TheTanGay, @HeartlessGayyy, @TheGayyBoyScout, @andyrollin, @call_me_muscles
All of these personalities in one place at the worlds "Happiest Place on Earth" was titled "The Gay Apocalypse"
It was so much fun TTG(The Tan Gay) is hysterical and like me he has no filter and says it like it is. I have known everyone else for a decent amount of time & clearly they are still my friends. So obvi they are amazing people and some of the coolest you will ever meet. 
Trying to cram Disney which is a huge area was difficult but being the amazing guide i am was able to show the important and some of the most popular attractions to everyone. However destroyed our legs were at the end of saturday night. Everyone got along and it was truly heartening to see how quickly everyone clicked and got along. It restored my hope in humanity.

With that being said i can not wait for the return of everyone and MORE in October For Universal Studios Halloween Horror Nights. In October my best friend of 7 years will be done with her contract on a cruise ship and will return to living in Orlando. So she will join the fray of many amazing people.

With that i shall conclude this as the end of part 1, and Part 2 will be posted tomorrow. Part 2 is a more serious, grim, and just honest pouring of feelings, thoughts, and life changing events.

- Chad Fitch 

Opening Up

Its funny to imagine my new blog post is me opening up to complete strangers, but i suppose that will give you all some insight upon my paradox of a mind. Thus the curse of a gemini. A lot of you really don't understand why i am the way i am. If you need a history lesson go to previous posts. Every holiday season i get a little antsy and unsettled, because i am reminded of the family i lost. The Family i lost referring to my planned family with the last man i was in a relationship with. That which is no longer possible because of my transgressions, no i did not cheat. Transgressions i am not willing to discuss. However as i stated i did not cheat, i never cheated, and i am completely against adultery. If you are in a committed relationship and are not happy leave said relationship. Moving forward some of you may roll your eyes and say " He's only **. He has no idea what love is. However i know, i thought i knew what love was until i was about 19 and i met the man of my dreams. He has forever changed who i am. For better or for worse, ( that is still yet to be determined) i would take a bullet for this man. I value his life over mine. If you have never felt this passion before i am sorry, but also at the same time i am envious of you because love can be your greatest ally or it can be your greatest foe. It can be such a great force it can destroy you from the inside. What i want to say as the holidays get extremely close is i will not be celebrating said holidays as it just reminds me of things i could've had, and i messed up. I will, for the first time, publicly acknowledge that i messed up. But if you are in relationship and you are wondering if you still love this person, or you may find them annoying, or "falling out of love" and you want to end it, just know this. I once too felt all these things and i would give whatever i had to offer to just enjoy his random phone calls while he was at work to just talk because he missed my voice, and missed me. At the time i found these 9 phone calls a day to be annoying and now i miss them so bad it aches. Never go a day without something you can't stop thinking about. You never know what you have till its gone and i am living, standing, breathing proof of that. Idk how long i will leave this up, so take what i have to say into consideration, and i hope you all enjoy your holidays. <3 <3

What is Gay Days?

        Okay, so a lot of you have no idea what Gay Days is, and thats a issue, because its like a BIG deal, so you're obvi missing out =] Here watch this awesome video about it, it just puts you in the mood!!! http://vimeo.com/84836492
 But before i go further anymore let me just say that this is not official, and i am not employed by them by any means and that my information could be wrong or subject to change i am merely a HUGE fan and supporter of it. So if you want OFFICIAL news and information from them be sure to follow them on twitter--- https://twitter.com/GayDayS ---- like them on Facebook ----https://www.facebook.com/gaydays ---- or go to their website for times, tickets, and just an abundance of information ----http://gaydays.com -----

     That website is your gateway to the most up to date information about all the Gay Days which include Orlando, Las Vegas, somewhere in Arizona and from the looks of their new picture the newest edition Fort Lauderdale which i am all too excited for when i saw that i think i got a instant hard on, sorry not sorry. It is the #1 one gay vacation destination in the world. Thousands of LGBT community members flock to central Florida for the biggest and elaborate celebration ever. Its like a week long! This Year, Gay Days Orlando, will be June 3rd-9th and so many recognizable people will be there!! From what i have read and seen some of these include the fabulous and fierce Chi Chi Larue, and if you don't know who that is then you have been living under a rock. =P The gorgeous and stunning CoCo Montrese from Rupauls Drag Race, the amazing and beautiful Kaci Battaglia, who has some amazing song out there and i myself have all of them =] & countless porn stars and porn actors and retired porn stars (myself included =P) will be there!!



   If thats not enough to get your mouth watering the amount of events planned is incredible!!
The Welcome to Gay Days party will be held Tuesday June 3rd from 5pm-9pm at The Parliament House. I attended that last year and it was pretty kick ass, i enjoyed it.
Then Wednesday June 4th is the new Miss Gay Days Pageant Hosted by CoCo Montrese!

Now that is definitely something i want to see, especially since its Disney Villains!!! 

Then Friday June 6th, will be a largely anticipated party called Unzipped where there will be Porn Stars galore. 

      That will sure be tons of fun!!!! I will be there around 12 after the Riptide Party at Disneys Typhoon lagoon!! Which is always a fun event, huge wave pool, water slides, dancing on the beach, and so much more! 

     This is one of my favorite events, its so exciting and a blast. Then Saturday Night there will be the infamous Glow Pop pool party, which is a huge successful party. I was not able to attend this event last year due to extenuating circumstances but i attended the one in Vegas and i will be making this one=] 

   This pic is from last year and it looks like a BLAST. I really can't wait because i already have a cute neon pink bathing suit for it =] 

These are just some of the Main Events at Gay Days Orlando! There are so many more such as day pool parties each day, also evening pool parties each night, special events, a taste of gay days, big group outings to the world famous Disney World theme parks, each day is a diff park! Who can say no to Hot guys, COCK-tails ;) and roller coasters!? I know i can't! So if you see me make sure to say hiiii!! 

Also all of this could not be possible without the never ending effort and determination of the Gay Days staff and the Fabulous Entertainment Director, Steve Erics. Whom i have the pleasure of knowing personally, he's sassy, fierce, fabulous, funny and he works extremely hard to bring only best Gay Days  experience possible to you! So if you see this guy

  be sure to stop him and thank him for all of his hard work!!!!!

So i hope to see you all there!!!! exactly 60 days!!! let it begin!!! 

Hope y'all have been working hard for that body! Good luck and don't fuck it up =]

xoxoxo

Chad Fitch.

My Dating Life

     Ok so I'm going to talk about my dating life in this entry because a lot of you keep asking questions about it and asking that one question most of us get  "Why are you still single?" and it just annoys the fuck out of me. Let me start off with that since i was 18 i have been in 3 major, serious, monogamous,   ( i don't do that open relationship shit because its not for me) long term relationships. The first one ended because he didn't want to invest the time into the relationship and make me feel important or that i was his number one. The second one cheated on me, loved finding out about that one. As if i already didn't have enough trust issues!!! The third one just sorta fell apart because of one thing or another, we are still extremely close friends & still hang out today.
     
      Now here are the reasons WHY i am still single:
1. I am already EXTREMELY picky about my friends and who i choose to socialize with so when it comes to a partner my standards are really high and i know its a bad thing but unfortunately i am stuck in my ways.

2. If the person meets my standards they usually aren't interested in me. Ironic right?

3. They do not live here

4. They have a boyfriend

5. Look different in person than in their pictures. That is why i don't use photoshop in ANY of my photos, i don't need to lie about anything, besides i have been told my pictures do not do me justice. So if you think i look good in my photos imagine me in person. so fetch :p

6. They are shorter than me ._.
       

       So onto the Transgression i was talking about yesterday. Let me start off with saying that my gut is usually 99.9 % accurate, especially when it comes to people. Im also extremely good at being able to tell when someone is lying to me thanks to a little something called micro-expressions, if you don't know what they are look them up. My intuition is very good, plus my mind analyzes everything, so it can piece stuff together make a plausible theory and usually turns out to be true. ANYWAY moving on.

    I started talking to this guy and everything was going good. He met all my physical standards and check list. Our personalities blended pretty well. We really enjoyed talking to each other. I thought to myself, this is too easy, this never happens. Unfortunately so much bad has happened to me that my mind just assumes the worst off the bat. So i started going through his Facebook timeline, his photos, his friends, his instagram. I gathered my evidence and made my theory. I wasn't really surprised that something was up because like i said my gut is usually right, and i was. He has a boyfriend. I will never understand cheaters it is something i do not condone. Needless to say i deleted his number……

-Chad Fitch

Stuck in Denver…..

         Hey everyone!!!! Hope y'all are well, sorry for not posting a blog up sooner, i just always get so caught up in my day to day activity. Hopefully y'all had a great thanksgiving, i unfortunately had to work yay for me! NOT. I'll be honest, it was extremely hard for me to not cook this year. Being the "Homemaker" that i am, it brings me great joy to cook for other people and to host a little shin dig. Fortunately work was actually fun and went by extremely fast, and black friday was my last day in Retail after  6 1/2 years. Thank You Jesus. Now i am in hospitality working at one of the hotels :) I really love it and its like ah-mazing.


         Right now i am bored as fuck in Denver, CO. You know i grew up in upstate NY and i experienced cold and harsh winters but i swear to god i have never felt cold like this before. Some of the nights have been like -7 & thats not cute. Remind me to NEVER EVER go anywhere cold again for vacation, especially during winter. I was at first pretty excited to come and go snowboarding, and snowmobiling and maybe go hiking and find a hot spring……… NONE of these things happened or will happened, i guess life just does that to you. I'm a little disappointed but it is what it is. Good news is that i fly home tomorrow and will be back in my city and not dealing with this cold.

Well i think thats it, talk to you later guys
xoxo
Chad Fitch